Monday, November 1, 2021

How could I have not seen this coming?


It's been incredibly tough for me to come to terms with the blood seeping from the wound caused by someone I trusted so deeply. When the betrayal comes from a close friend, it's a pain that cuts deep. It's hard to understand why someone you love could hurt you in such a way—throwing you under the bus, robbing you, and spreading lies about you.

For months, I grappled with the pain of betrayal, often convincing myself that it wasn't real. The feeling of being unsafe, knowing I was robbed and lied to by someone I shared a profound bond with, is surreal. The final blow to our friendship came recently, and while I'm ready to move on, the hurt remains.

The moment I discovered I was robbed via a cash app refund, despite assurances from those involved that nothing happened, was gut-wrenching. It's sickening to think about. I had been feeling the pain of the wound for a while, but now that I see the extent of it, I'm left wondering how to heal. How can I ever feel safe again?

Betrayal hurts differently when it comes from someone you've shared so much of your life with over 15 years. It's a painful realization to grapple with,

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