It's so frustrating watching some folks out here gettin' down with all sorts of partners and not catching feelings at all. Meanwhile, I'm over here strugglin' to detach myself like they do. No matter how much I try to convince myself to keep my emotions in check before gettin' busy, I fail every time. Eventually, I find myself wantin' more than just a physical connection, and when I don't get it, it messes me up mentally and emotionally. Heartbreak? Honey, it feels like someone's ripped out my heart and shredded it into tiny bits. I hate that feeling with a passion, wouldn't wish it on nobody. Some folks might thrive on the idea of casual hookups with no strings attached, but that ain't my thing. But at the same time, I'm desperate to avoid gettin' hurt again.
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