Wednesday, November 6, 2019

Confounded by Conflicting Emotions

 

It's baffling. The more we converse, the more I find myself drawn to you. You possess this captivating blend of humor, artistic talent, and profound intellect. Your optimism is infectious, and your passion for your pursuits rivals my own.

Despite not exchanging a single word last year, it feels like we've known each other for ages. You're the first male friend I've made in what seems like eons, primarily because others I've encountered turned out to be nothing more than irresponsible boys masquerading as men.

But now, I'm grappling with this swirling mix of emotions. Is this a genuine crush blooming within me, or am I simply exhilarated by finally finding someone who shares my interests and happens to be male?

My heart races whenever you're near, and our conversations leave me blushing uncontrollably. Yet, when we walked home together the other day, I couldn't shake the feeling that we're better off as friends who happen to have similar interests.

It's all so bewildering...

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